I trust you Lord

[disclaimer: I am NO poet.... TRUST ME I'm not! This is just my heart right now.... laid out bare and ugly]

I struggle to see what You're doing here

I do not understand

Yet I trust You Lord

The water is murky

The mist oh so thick

Yet I trust You Lord

The pain intensifies....

waves upon waves

Yet I trust You Lord

This night has been unending

The sun eludes me still

Yet I trust You Lord

Each "bottom" I thud against

Gives way, proving itself false

Yet I trust You Lord

My tears are my food

day & night

Yet I trust You Lord

What doesn't kill me...

makes me stronger

And I trust You Lord